Project Unbreakable

I was on a camping trip with my girlfriend of about 4 months with 2 other couples. We were high up on a mountain in late October, and it got very cold. We were all just sipping wine, but she decided she wanted to get very drunk. I had to help her in the dark get back to our tent, and it was so much colder than we expected that the only reason we were going to stay warm and not get sick was to sleep really close together. The moment we got under the covers, though, she wouldn’t stop trying to engage me sexually, eventually shouting. Our friends could hear because it was dead silent, and I was mortified. I was completely sober at this point and had positively no interest in having sex with her while she was drunk. Eventually she grabbed my crotch and I moved her hand away from me, at which point she said what I have written in the picture. She went on to challenge my masculinity and said she didn’t even want my ‘pity fuck’ and crawled out from under the covers to sleep away from me. Knowing she would probably get sick between the alcohol and the cold, I begged her to come back under the covers to sleep. As soon as she did, it started up again and she was shouting even louder and saying really hurtful things to me as I declined her advances. 2 miles up on a freezing mountain, I didn’t have anywhere else to go, and there was no way I could have found my way back to the car. I was so embarrassed and just wishing for it to stop that I eventually gave in, and though I was a participant, it was not consentual. I hated, hated the way it made me feel. She didn’t remember any of it the next morning, and I didn’t know how to bring it up to her, so we just rode the two hours home in an awkward, hungover silence.

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